Writers Jam

Dreams - I usually dread having dreams because it is when things would be slipping out of my hands all I could do I just watch how I do not have control over anything I want.

This morning was different compared to ones I had in last 4-5 years, for the first time in my dreams things were actually moving my way and I was happy, happier so much so I didn’t want to wake up. For the first time I wanted to believe it was real and that moment through the dreams when you get the hunch that ts just a dream, I gaslighted myself mid sleep to enjoy whatever I got blessed with. It was a happy dream. Then I woke up and everything felt bitter like a hangover and an hour later I realised it would have been because of the dream.

Had a regular day post that but the hangover stayed till 3-4 pm. Had been mending my cv till then. Called home to check up on my unc who was to be operated today, it went well. And after that news I felt relieved. Went to Kankariya lake around 5 with family spent good time there, had a long walk around the lake. Went to my cousin’s fav pav bhaji spot, it was really good. Few rides in the amusement park later, my cus had a cut lip and a minor bruise on his collar, bro fell from a bull ride. Came back home around 9, tried writing this piece on my way back in the cab but couldn’t finish.

All in all it was a full day, definitely not my regular Sunday but yes it was one I will remember for sometime.