Writers Jam

Holding myself together

by Snigdha
36
3 weeks ago
How are you feeling?

I climb out of bed, pick myself off the floor, dust myself off, stretch myself out, and step into myself again. Something’s amiss. I remember stepping out of myself last night in the same place I lay shriveled up this morning. But today, I don’t quite fit the same. The seams don’t line up. The edges poke out in weird places. There are lumps that didn’t feel so lumpy before. I try to shake it off. I thread my needle and sew up the stitches that have begun to unravel. I manage to hold myself together in some places. In others, I peek through. I slap a patch on. I look in the mirror and start the day. This is the best I can do today.


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Orange
It's so beautiful and raw, love love this
Reply 3 weeks ago
ishita
you capture the quiet courage of existing—stitched, patched, uneven yet still standing. your words wear their honesty like a second skin, frayed in places, but profoundly human. this is survival, written gently
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