Writers Jam

Would you like to time travel where you can redo the things which you’re probably regretting now? Maybe you wouldn’t, but I would time travel to the time when I’ve first met them my so called best friends yeah you’ve heard it right. For now we’re just three piles of a triangle, don’t get me wrong, it’s not any love triangle, but friendship one. I believe there’s no trio without a duo in them. You may have witnessed it too, right? Maybe not, but who wouldn’t agree with me probably 1 out of 10, but folks knows it what it is. I would love to go back and make myself disappear when my so called best friend (let’s call it y) introduced me to z (her also best friend who she happened to meet 3 months before me) and there it begins everything, mess of friendships and ofcourse destruction of the bond between me and y. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying z is evil, wait for the plot twist for it’s y who was the real villain here. Noo we’re not protagonists, but y has messed up my life by being that toxic friend. You’re right, I’m not dumb, but it was my first time opening and trusting to my friend and she made it memorable and utterly painful for me. It all happened in 7th grade, but those memories of what she did to me still haunts me. I’ll tell you a bit about how toxic friendships can ruin our mental health. Well, i told y and z that I was in love with a boy and he happened to my first love. I told them thinking they would be happy for me, but little did I ever thought that they only wished bad for me. After a year and half, we broke up, my first love story became a tragedy, I ain’t blaming my so called best friends, but they were the reason behind my destruction. I still trusted them, but the universe showed me more signs than I could have ever asked for, it would be naive of me to still stay at a place where I’m being tortured mentally, but god’s kind and fair, “he never burdens a soul more than it can bear” and I was blessed and I left them for good. Now, it’s been years, yet those fragments of memories haunts me like how I found it harder to trust a friend again or how I found it harder to fall in love again. Nevertheless of everything, I am happy now, I’ve met some genuine people, met the love of my life and this time with people who feels happy for me. I wouldn’t complain, but if there’s an inch of chance to undo those memories then I would love to travel back in time without an inch of hesitation. Well, that’s my imagination and a part of my story.

P.S : Thankyou for those who made it till here, I feel happy if you could resonate something with me and feel connected. That’s it for now, see ya next week probably:)