Writers Jam

I love you
And I don’t want to.
Love feels heavy
Too heavy to carry.
I wish it didn’t exist.
But my mistake
I loved you
With all my heart.

And now I’m left
With all this grief.
Because although we talk sometimes,
I know now
We are not meant to be.
And that cuts me,
Deep in the heart.
I wish it wasn’t like that.

I love you.
But love shouldn’t hold fear,
Shouldn’t it feel freeing?
Not keep you doubting
If the feeling you keep feeling
Is pain,
Or maybe just your mind
Making a big deal of it AGAIN And that’s why it’s difficult.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH Is love supposed to feel like this?

I love you
And I miss you-
But I don’t want you ever again.
Because you are not forgiven.
Because when you gave up on us,
I lost you,
And us,
And our forever.

A part of me will always love you- For when it felt like you really loved me,
I saw what love could look like.

But it’s not with you.
And although sometimes I wish it were,
I know now
We don’t belong together.

I love you.
I miss you.
I wish you well.. .