i feel angry sad and like i am running out of time i want to scream i want to cry i feel so suffocated within myself that i can’t even bring myself to do it. i feel like i will burst out. i feel like i am acting and seeking attention but i know i feel it but i know i can’t show it i have a fear of judgement that i am scared to show even the fear of judgment is something i am scared of will be judged because people want you to be too cool to not mind and not care but understand it and change at the same time i am so scared of everything i just want to be free and grow wings, grow wings so big take the biggest flight and never look back