ingredients:
- 2 cups of yearning for someone who will never return
- 1 cup of parental disapproval
- 1 ½ teaspoon of nostalgia & the remarks which scarred you
- ½ cup insecurity for your nose being a little too blunt or the way your lips curve when you smile
- a pinch of hypophrenia
- a splash of the cold & raw abandonment
- handful of trauma
method:
- rip your heart out & soak it in the mixture of nostalgia & the remarks. let it soak for some time.
- next, you would need to sift in the insecurity & hypophrenia. make sure the heart takes it all in. the abandonment has to be added at the end. it must pierce like shards of glass.
- now add in the trauma. shhh, be silent. don't break the silence, we've been taught to deal with it.
- mix, mix, mix till it feels hollow.
- once it feels hollow, pour it into the baking sheet made of all the hate you never deserved. they withstand everything.
- now, bake it under extreme humiliation, till it has become a rock, unable to feel anything. it must be hard & bittersweet enough by now.
servings:
- serves 1— the one whose heart was in the process.
- glaze it with soft false smiles. best served with sleepless nights where overthinking is the only friend.
slice thin, too much might make you feel things you never felt.
while making it, many things may break & spill all over (again.) but remember, as a "baker", you need to accomplish this.
you're stronger than the hurdles you'll face on the way. ❤️🩹